Kitten didn't make it through Christmas day. I don't know really what to think yet but thanks for the sweet comments. Trying to get my life in order (and decide if i'm going to do this blog thing for real for reals or just not) and now with kitten gone everything is just shit. I go home for two weeks on the 28th which I think will be a good thing. Thats pretty much all. Merry christmas.